Random thought flash....

Morning trips over the dead silence

So much life emanates through the beam of light

Tumult of darkness is veiled,

In between the remnants of a lost ,lonely fight .

In the glitterati of beauty

You embezzled reality and replaced it with lies

And like an angel there you stood,

Possessing a soul of ice.

I never thought you’d be so fake

Filling my head with madness

I couldn’t foresee my mistake

Carrying a heart full of sadness.

Now, I’ve almost forgotten

How it is to feel love and pain

I’ve learnt to forego emotions

And ignore the enticing rain.

The candle of patience

Burns out with every passing day

Hope fuels positivity

I raise my hands and pray.

I’ve failed to learn

The truth behind the pretence

Now, I’ve given my pride

The name of forbearance….

- Sagittaire Solitaire

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Weird, right????

There’s plenty of time to be bored,

But none for celebration.

A lot of reasons to let tears trickle down,

But no reason to smile.

Lots of room for hatred,

But not a tiny space for love.

A lot of grudges to hold,

But none to forgive, forget and let go.

A lot of pain to hide,

But not enough happiness to show.

Lots of flaws to find,

But at the sight of good,turning blind.

Lots of reasons to give up,

But none to hold on to.

A lot of dreams to seek,

While no time to give reality a peek.

Lots of thoughts about dying,

But not a minute spent for making life worth living.

Lots of causes that shut down luck’s gate,

While all that’s needed is faith and patience to wait.

Always asking God a million questions about life’s complexity,

Yet, never seeking solace in simplicity.

Wishing  to know the solution to everything,

But doesn’t that take us back to square one that “Life’s boring?!!!???” 

- Sagittaire Solitaire

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Misunderstood!

Waitin’ at the edge of oblivion,

Hearing the miseries untold

Facing life’s delirium,

As truth, silently unfolds…….

Sleeping in desolation,

To escape the confusion

Wondering in solitude,

Feelin’ lost and alone in the multitude…..

Why does it seem I recognize no one,

When everyone I know is here?

How can I make my insecurities vanish,

And stop my heart from feelin’ fear?

Why can’t people see my burdens that are hard to bear,

Why can’t they see the silent tear that says “I care”?

If I seem heartless ,

I have surely been misunderstood……..

It snaps the strings of my heart to see myself bleeding,

I hate to see where my life is heading

I am engulfed by the chasm of morbidity,

I stand in anticipation of serendipity……

If I seem to be the strongest,

I have clearly been misunderstood…….

        
           --  Sagittaire Solitaire

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